Could you turn the bedroom light on when you get up to go
I'm not afraid of the dark anymore I'd just kinda like to know
Tell your friends that I said hi, I think that they think I don't like themÂ
If you don't tell me their reply, I won't ask why you don't invite them to come by
Staring out the window at the traffic lights
More of a suggestion at this time of night
Designated drivers trying to break up fights
Could you call me when you get there
Cause I'd like to know
I'd love to talk but I am stuck on highway tarmac
So you can leave a message and then I'll forget to call back
I know you wanna meet up and apologize and all that
But I'm coming up on tunnels for a while
Turn the light on
When you're getting up to leave
I know that everything you said
Has been engineered for me
So could you turn the light on
When you're lying through your teeth
I wish that I could play along
But I would rather leave
Drinking coffee at your desk
Leaving circles on the pressboard
Can count them up to guess the time of night
Senior yearbook on the bed
Laying face down but it's open
Didn't even get your quote in but that feels right
Blackout curtains aren't enough
Try to keep encroaching stars out
If it weren't for the cars out you'd get some rest
Leave the corners folded up
For all the words that you have read that
Would make your breath catch in your chest
And cut out all the rest
Talking to your bedroom walls
Haven't bothered to reply yet
And living in the quiet is hard enough
Hoping anybody calls
But you know you'd never pick up
You're unarmed in a stick up, it's all a bluff
Novels tumble to the floor
While you're spinning in a frenzy
The shelves are all but empty before you know
Sunrise underneath the door
Sitting, steadying your breathing
Your fingernails are bleeding, you're moving slow
Paintings hanging in your room
Started falling out of focus
Enough for you to notice, but not to mind
Back in secondary gloom
Memory shaking all the rust off
You never hit the bus stop quite on time
Anything you tried to say
Every word of every letter
Somebody's done it better, you're well aware
Slow return to present day
Any way to get the nerves out
So color all the words out and call it there
(instrumental)
Stumble down the road
Probably forget by morning
Horizon glowing gold
I blame it all on global warming
Running in my head
Our last conversation
I missed what you said
But I'll use my imagination
Broken glass immobilized
Constellations, butterflies
Looking past your bloodshot eyes
You don't see me
Paralyzing fear
Maybe I'm a bit dramatic
The ringing in my ears
It's ocean waves and tv static
Constellations disappear
I can see our house from here
Love, I read you loud and clear
You don't need me
Tearing all the cushions off your couch
Could you please call me one more time
I hope you see something attractive in the way I lose my mind
Hands and knees against the carpet
While I listen for a ring
I always leave my phone on silent, I'm not expecting anything
Now you're building up a migraine
Throw some lemon in your tea
I do my best to get distracted when I ask if it's from me
Fingernails embedded deep into the nylon carpet pile
I better rearrange the furniture and stay a little while
Laying in a mausoleum
Trying to finally get some rest
Striking chats with the cadavers, I'm a long unwelcome guest
All alone in stony silence
They say chivalry is dead
I can feel my pulse accelerate, my phone against my head
It rings a couple times
Before your recorded lines
"If you could leave a message at the tone, then I'll get back to you"
Darling it's alright
Doesn't have to be tonight
We can try again tomorrow
There's coffee on the kitchen floor
I hope it wasn't mine
Now it's spreading out so perfectly in geometric lines
Artificial French vanilla in the gaps between the squares
While we're overturning furniture completely unaware
Cleared off every single surface while we try to look around
Pillows tie the room together, all collected on the ground
Looking past the conversation piece and noticing the tile
I better help you clean cemented seams and stay a little while
Clouds dark gray
Coming down in sheets, and I could never sleep in
Tidal waves
Wandering the streets, clothes clinging onto me like
Cellophane
Preserving all my insides, an architect at low tide
Night and day
Couldn't tell the difference if I wanted
And driving down through storm
Like exit wounds
Your hands are coming down
In streaks of light
Stand up straight
My legs begin to waver
I'd like to ask a favor
If that's alright
I'm looking for a reason for everybody leaving
And I just might
Follow in their footsteps but
I know I know I know I know
I'm so polite
So I thought I'd let you know before then
And lying on my back
A borrowed mattress
Like a makeshift raft inflated high
As I connect the dots
And pray you're listening
Change around the stars with your reply
Driving steady in traffic watching the car beside me roll
It must be doing gymnastics, a tumble, a backflip, a cloud of smoke
I watch it slide into second and wait for the call
Scratching chalkboards, the wreckage comes to a halt
And there's a puddle by the passenger door, iridescent glow
I can't help but watch as something on the road it starts to match the glowing sunset
The idler wheels are slowing down
The night sky getting darker, a parallel parker, a mushroom cloud
With steady feet on the windshield now dismembered
Sounds like the leaves in mid November
As the bonfire rages on for growing crowds
And I think spectator sports have started making sense now
We can all go home while somebody else clears this mess out
Then we'll talk to anybody like
"You'll never guess what happened on my drive home"